From Theory of Flight (1935)
Effort at Speech Between Two People
: Speak to me. Take my hand. What are you now? I will tell you all. I will conceal nothing. When I was three, a little child read a story about a rabbit who died, in the story, and I crawled under a chair : a pink rabbit : it was my birthday, and a candle burnt a sore spot on my finger, and I was told to be happy. : Oh grow to know me. I am not happy. I will be open: now I am thinking of white sails againsta sky like music, like glad horns blowing, and birds tilting, and an arm about me. There was one I loved, who wanted to live, sailing. : Speak to me. Take my hand. What are you now? When I was nine, I was fruitily sentimental, fluid : and my widowed aunt played Chopin, and I bent my head on the painted woodwork, and wept. I want noe to be close to you. I would link the minutes of my days close, somehow, to your days. : I am not happy. I will be open. I have liked lamps in evening corners, and quiet poems. There has been fear in my life. Sometimes I speculate On what a tragedy his life was, really. : Take my hand. First my mind in your hand. What are you now? When I was fourteen, I had a dreams of suicide, and I stood at a steep window, at sunset, hoping toward death : if the light had not melted clouds and pains to beauty, if light had not transformed that day, I would have leapt. I am unhappy. I am lonely. Speak to me. : I will be open. I think he never loved me: he loved the bright beaches, the little lips of foam that ride small waves, he loved the veer of gulls: he said with a gay mouth: I love you. Grow to know me. : What are you now? If we could touch one another, if these our separate entities could come to grips, clenched like a Chinese puzzle ... yesterday I stood in a crowded street that was live with people, and no one spoke a word, and the morning shone. Everyone silent, moving... Take my hand. Speak to me.
From U.S. 1 (1938)
The Book of the Dead: The Road
These are roads to take when you think of your country and interested bring down the maps again, phoning the statistician, asking the dear friend, reading the papers with morning inquiry. Or when you sit at the wheel and your small light chooses gas gauge and clock; and the headlights indicate future of road, your wish pursuing past the junction, the fork, the suburban station, well-travelled six-lane highway planned for safety. Past your tall central city's influence, outside its body: traffic, penumbral crowds, are centers removed and strong, fighting for good reason. These roads will take you into your own country. Select the mountains, follow rivers back, travel the passes. Touch West Virginia where the Midland Trail leaves the Virginia furnace, iron Clifton Forge, Covington iron, goes down into the wealthy valley, resorts, the chalk hotel. Pillars and fairway; spa; White Sulphur Springs. Airport. Gay blank rich faces wishing to add history to ballrooms, tradition to the first tee. The simple mountains, sheer, dark-graded with pine in the sudden weather, wet outbreak of spring, crosscut by snow, wind at the hill's shoulder. The land is fierce here, steep, braced against snow, rivers and spring. KING COAL HOTEL, Lookout, and swinging the vicious bend, New River Gorge. Now the photographer unpacks camera and case, surveying the deep country, follows discovery viewing on groundglass an inverted image. John Marshall named the rock (steep pines, a drop he reckoned in 1812, called) Marshall's Pillar, but later, Hawk's Nest. Here is your road, tying you to its meanings: gorge, boulder, precipice. Telescoped down, the hard and stone-green river cutting fast and direct into the town.
The Book of the Dead: West Virginia
They saw rivers flow east and hoped again. Virginia speeding to another sea! 1671——Thomas Batts, Robert Fallam, Thomas Wood, the Indian Perecute, and an unnamed indentured English servant followed the forest past blazed trees, pillars of God, were the first whites emergent from the east. They left a record to our heritage, breaking of records. Hoped now for the sea, for all mountains have their descents about them, waters, descending naturally, doe alwaies resort unto the seas invironing those lands... yea, at home amongst the mountaines in England. Coming where this road comes, flat stones spilled water which the still pools fed. Kanawha Falls, the rapids of the mind, fast waters spilling west. Found Indian fields, standing low cornstalks left, learned three Mohetons planted them; found-land farmland, the planted home, discovered! War-born: The battle at Point Pleasant, Corntstalk's tribes, last stand, Fort Henry, a revolution won; the granite SITE OF THE precursor EXECUTION sabres, apostles of JOHN BROWN LEADER OF THE War's brilliant cloudy RAID AT HARPERS FERRY. Floods, heavy wind this spring, the beaten land blown high by wind, fought wars, forming a state, a surf, frontier defines two fighting halves, two hundred battles in the four years: troops here in Gauley Bridge, Union headquarters, lines bring in the military telegraph. Wires over the gash of gorge and height of pine. But it was always the water the powers flying deep green rivers cut the rock rapids boiled down, a scene of power. Done by the dead. Discovery learned it. And the living? Live country filling west, knotted the glassy rivers; like valleys, opening mines, coming to life.
The Book of the Dead: Absalom
I first discovered what was killing these men. I had three sons who worked with their father in the tunnel: Cecil, aged 23, Owen, aged 21, Shirley, aged 17. They used to work in a coal mine, not steady work for the mines were not going much of the time. A power Co. foreman learned that we made home brew, he formed a habit of dropping by evenings to drink, persuading the boys and my husband—— give up their jobs and take this other work. It would pay them better. Shirley was my youngest son; the boy. He went into the tunnel. My heart my mother my heart my mother My heart my coming into being. My husband is not able to work. He has it, according to the doctor. We have been having a very hard time making a living since this trouble came to us. I saw the dust in the bottom of the tub. The boy worked there about eighteen months, came home one evening with a shortness of breath. He said, "Mother, I cannot get my breath." Shirley was sick about three months. I would carry him from his bed to the table, from his bed to the porch, in my arms. My heart is mine in the place of hearts, They gave me back my heart, it lies in me. When they took sick, right at the start, I saw a doctor. I tried to get Dr. Harless to X-ray the boys. He was the only man I had any confidence in, the company doctor in the Kopper's mine, but he would not see Shirley. He did not know where his money was coming from. I promised him half if he'd work to get compensation, but even then he would not do anything. I went on the road and begged the X-ray money, the Charleston hospital made the lung pictures, he took the case after the pictures were made. And two or three doctors said the same thing. The youngest boy did not get to go down there with me, he lay and said, "Mother, when I die, "I want you to have them open me up and "see if that dust killed me. "Try to get compensation, "you will not have any way of making your living "when we are gone, "and the rest are going too." I have gained mastery over my heart I have gained mastery over my two hands I have gained mastery over the waters I have gained mastery over the river. The case of my son was the first of the line of lawsuits. They sent the lawyers down and the doctors down; they closed the electric sockets in the comps. There was Shirley, and Cecil, Jeffrey and Oren, Raymond Johnson, Clev and Oscar Anders, Frank Lynch, Henry Palf, Mr. Pitch, a foreman; a slim fellow who carried steel with my boys, his name was Darnell, I believe. There were many others, the towns of Glen Ferris, Alloy, where the white rock lies, six miles away; Vanetta, Gauley Bridge, Gamoca, Lockwood, the gullies, the whole valley is witness. I hitchhike eighteen miles, they make checks out. They asked me how I keep the cow on $2. I said one week, feed for the cow, one week, the children's flour. The oldest son was twenty-three. The next son was twenty-one. The youngest son was eighteen. They called it pneumonia at first. They would pronounce it fever. Shirley asked that we try to find out. That's how they learned what the trouble was. I open out a way, they have covered my sky with crystal I come forth by day, I am born a second tim, I force a way through, and I know the gate I shall journey over the earth among the living. He shall not be diminished, never; I shall give a mouth to my son.
Homage to Literature
When you imagine trumpet-faced musicians blowing again inimitable jazz no art can accuse not cannonadings hurt, or coming out of your dreams of dirigibles again see the unreasonable cripple throwing his crutch headlong as the headlights streak down the torn street, as the three hammerers go One, Two, Three on the stake, triphammer poundings and not a sign of new worlds to still the heart; then stare into the lake of sunset as it runs boiling, over the west past all control rolling and swamps the hearbeat and repeats sea beyond sea after unbearable suns; think: poems fixed this landscape: Blake, Donne, Keats.
From A Turning Wind (1939)
Elegies: First Elegy. Rotten Lake
As I went down to Rotten Lake I remembered the wrecked season, haunted by plans of salvage, snow, the closed door, footsteps and resurrections, machinery of sorrow. The warm grass gave to the feet and the stilltide water was floor of evening and magnetic light and reflection of wish, the black-haired beast with my eyes walking beside me. The green and yellow lights, the street of water standing point to the image of that house whoe destruction I weep when I weep you. My door (no), poems, rest, (don't say it) untamable need. —————————————— When you have left the river you are a little way nearer the lake; but I leave many times. Parents parried my past; the present was poverty, the future depended on my unfinished spirit. There were no misgivings because there was no choice, only regret fro waste, and the wild knowledge: growth and sorrow and discovery. When you have left the river you proceed alone; all love is likely to be illicit; and few friends to command the soul; they are too feeble. Rejecting the subtle and contemplative minds as being too thin in the bone; and the gross thighs and unevocative hands fail also. But the poet and his wife, those who say survive, remain; and those two who were with me on the ship leading me to the sum of the years, in Spain. When you have left the river you will hear the war. In the mountains, with tourists, in the insanest groves the sound of kill, the precious face of peace. And the sad frightened child, continual minor, returns, nearer whole cirlce, O and nearer all that was loved, the lake, the naked river, what must be crossed and cut out of your heart, what must be stood beside and strangely seen. —————————————— As I went down to Rotten Lake I remembered how the one crime is need. The man lifting the loaf with hunger as motive can offer no alibi, is always condemned. There are the lines at the employment bureau and the tense students at their examinations; needing makes clumsy and robs them of their wish, in one fast gesture plants on them failure of the imagination; and lovers who lower their bodies into the chair gently and sternly as if the flesh had been wounded, never can conquer. Their need is too great, their vulnerable bodies rigidly joined will snap, turn love away, fear parts them, they lose their hands and voices, never get used to the world. Walking at night, they are asked Are you your best friend's best friend? and must say No, not yet, they are love's vulnerable, and they go down to Rotten Lake hoping for wonders. Dare it arrive, the day when weakness ends? When the insistence is strong, the wish converted? I prophesy the meeting by the water of these desires. I know what this is, I have known the waking when every night ended in one cliff-dream of faces drowned beneath the porous rock brushed by the sea; suffered the change : deprived erotic dreams to images of that small house where peace wlaked room to room and always with one face telling her stories, and needed that, past loss, past fever, and the attractive enemy who in my bed touches all night the body of my sleep improves my summer with madness, impossible loss, and the dead music of altered promise, a room torb up by the roots, the desert that crosses from the door to the wall, continual bleeding, and all the time that will which cancels enmity, seeks its own Easter, arrives at the water-barrier; must face it now, biting the lakeside ground; looks for its double, the twin that must be met again, changeling need, blazing in color somewhere, flying yellow into the forest with its lucid edict: take to the world, this is the honor of your flesh, the offering of strangers, the faces of cities, honor of all your wish. Immortal undoing! I say in my own voice. These prophecies may all come true, out of the beaten season. I look in Rotten Lake wait for the flame reflection, seeing only the free beast flickering black along my side animal of my need, and cry I want! I want! rising among the world to gain my converted wish, the amazing desire that keeps me alive, though the face be still, be still, the slow dilated heart know nothing by lack, now I begin again the private rising, the ride to survival of that consuming bird beating, up from dead lakes, ascents of fire.
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The fear of poetry is the fear : mystery and fury of a midnight street of windows whose low voluptuous voice issues, and after that there is not peace. The round waiting moment in the theatre : curtain rises, dies into the ceiling and here is played the scene with the mother bandaging a revealed son's head. The bandage is torn off. Curtain goes down. And here is the moment of proof. That climax when the brain acknowledges the world, all values extended into the blood awake. Moment of proof. And as they say Brancusi did, building his bird to extend through soaring air, as Kafka planned stories that draw to eternity through time extended. And the climax strikes. Love touches so, that months after the look of blue stare of love, the footbeat on the heart is translated into the pure cry of birds following air-cries, or poems, the new scene. Moment of proof. That strikes long after act. They fear it. They turn away, hand up, palm out fending off moment of proof, the straight look, poem. The prolonged wound-consciousness after the bullet's shot. The prolonged love after the look is dead, the yellow joy after the song of the sun.
"...the primary purpose here being simply to indicate that, whatever 'free play' there may be in esthetic enterprise, it is held down by the gravitational pull of historical necessities..." ——KENNETH BURKE, in Attitudes toward History. Democritus Laughed Democritus laughed when he saw his whole universe combined of atoms, and the gods destroyed—— He killed the ghostly vengeance deep at the source, holding bright philosophical sand up for a threat—— laughing his soldier laughter with ages of troops after who grin with reason in the trenches of metaphysics, astronomy, disease, philosophy, the state, and poetry, the black-and-white war on sin, the dead wars, the impossible dark wars, the war on starve, the war on kill, the war on lovem the war on peace. Tree of Days I was born in winter when Europe heard the early guns, when I was five, the drums welcomed home the men. The spring after my birth a tree came out of the lake, I laughed for i could not speak; the world was there to learn. The richest season in the headlines fell as I was ten, but the crazies were forgotten, the fine men, the bravest men. When I had reached fifteen, that pliant tree was dark, breadlines haunted the parks—— the books tricked-in that scene. No work in any town when I was twenty, cured the tin and desperate poor from being forced alone. Clear to hald a brain in a blind man's head, war must follow that tide of running milk and grain. Now China's long begun, that tree is dense and strong, spreading, continuing—— and Austria; and Spain. If some long unborn friend looks at photos in pity, we say, sure we were happy, but it was not in the wind. Half my twenties are gone as the crazies take to the planes, the fine men, the bravest men, and the war goes on. 1/26/39 When Barcelona fell, the darkened glass turned on the world an immense ruinous gaze, mirror of prophecy in a series of mirror. I meet it in all the faces that I see. Decisions of history the radios reverse; storm over continents, black rays around the chief, finished in lightning, the little chaos raves. I meet in all the faces that I see. Inverted year with one prophetic day, high wind, forgetful cities, and the war, the terrible time when everyone writes "hope." I meet it in all the faces that I see. When Barcelona fell, the cry on the roads assembled horizons, and the circle of eyes looked with a lifetime look upon that image, defeat among us, and war, and prophecy, I meet it in all the faces that I see. Correspondences Wars between wars, laughter behind the lines. Fighting behind the lines. Not children laughing, but the trench-laughter of the wounded, of radios, of animal cartoons, the lonely broadcast on the taxi dashboard, behind the wrecking crew lit by a naked bulb——to the forgetful bars prisms and amber shaken with laughter, to the ships at sea. TO the maleficent walls of cities, and an old actress trying against the trying wind under the skyscrapers, blind ageing face up, still the look of the lioness, walking close to the buildings, along the wall, she licks her lips in panic of loneliness. She understands the laughter that rides around the streets, blowing the news to the stone-lands, the swamp-lands, the dust where omens of war, restless in clouds of dust, mean dust is never an anachronism and ruin's news. The actress knows. Laughter takes up the slack, changes the fact, narrowing it to nothing, hardly a thing but silence on a stage. Crack of laughter. Walls go white, and the plain open note talks in a houseful of noise. Reply : Now hide! Over the air, the blindfold answer, the news of force, the male and hairless hand of fear in a shiny leather sleeve armed. The radiations of harm : black grooves in photographs, blackness in spokes playing from Hitler's head. A head with one nightmare. Expect failure of plans, the floodgates closing, failure of traffic-control, loss of voice, fog. Wires dead, defection of your central power-plant. A code : Laughter. What alphabet are they using? Many wished for little. Many asked unity. We had our characters as we had our cities, or as a lyric poet has his voices, audible as separate lives, maturing in poise, and symbols coming to their "great period," too big to kill, able to batter at the jetties of hell. Rites of initiation of our lives: by filth in childhood, by wealth in the middle, by death at the end. We knew the dear, the enemy, we saw the spy whisper at ear, the agency suggest, and where no secrecy and treason were we saw the novelist, pimp of character, develop the age so ti be understood to read like his book, a city of the dead. But the century had its rites, its politics, machineries whose characters were wars. Ceremonies of further separation. And now, our backs to bricks, war closes in, calling us to the guns to make accounting how our time was spent. And the planes fall. Soon the whole incident is over, all but the consequences. Laughter, and childhood; and laughter; and age; or death. Call to the male puppet, Croak, and to the female puppet, Shriek, and turn on me your gun for luck. Take us our sacrifices, a wish for the living, this foil of thought, this soil from which we sprang. fugal music of peace, the promises well-kept, the big and little diaries of the dead. The song of occupations and the ghosts, the historian, pimp of centuries, the general, pimp of wars. the Floating Man, gentle above the cities, afraid to touch, a cloud before his head, laughing the laugh of a man about to be drafted, the flier, mock-protagonist of his time, refugees who reserve a final condemnation and see a richer horror in the sky. Humor, saliva of terror, will not save the day or evern one moment when the cities are high in a boneyard where clowns ride up and down and a night crew works quickly before morning; while news arrives of the death of others, laughter of brother and the brother wars, works of an age among such characters. Violent electric night! and the age spiralling past and the sky turning over, and the wind turning the stars.